About Us

Honestly, I think it is important for anyone living with the challenges of MS to find that part of you that brings light to yourself and boosts yourself up, but even so, the truth is, dealing with MS symptom after symptom day after day, you may not have the actual ability to find the “lighted part of yourself” and even if you do find it, time limits that accompany this disease might not let you focus upon it, let alone enjoy it. To forget everything else in your life; even for a little while; becomes an enormous request that is rarely fulfilled when you are plagued with the symptoms of MS.

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In the beginning, over 40 years ago when I was first diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis, MS, in 1981, I was told that it would take the four D’s to overcome the disease: determination, dedication, discipline, and desire. Well, I can honestly say that struggling with the challenges of MS over the last four decades has brought me to the end of the road for each one of those "D’s". What I truly received after dedicating my life to overcoming all the negative aspects of the symptoms of MS (to the best of my ability); during all those years of unwavering, Herculean effort, is something quite less than I expected and quite less than what I was promised by doctors.

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I am going to be completely honest; I never know what’s going to happen each day in my life. Many days, I struggle just to stay alive. So, pretty much I have not been able to enjoy a fulfilling life in societies eyes and unfortunately my life circumstance and any accomplishment in it, includes the autoimmune disease, MS. Even so, I have had many people walk by me, scolding and judging me, (mostly with rude language and condescending looks), that I shouldn't be angry or upset because I can no longer walk. Most of these rude strangers half-heartedly taunt me to look on the bright side of life. Very good advice for everyone, I suppose, but these people show pity while they walk on by me, glancing back at me, as they scoff while pointing their nose upward and rolling their eyes continuing like they have every right to be rude and impolite. Is this sort of behavior something people are truly proud of? Nowadays, I watch people's rude, impolite behavior with a sense of familiarity and distain. For even before MS, I knew we are all an accident or illness away from any disability. www.carolannevans.com Nevertheless, rude people have become a big part of our social structure, and their ridicule is everywhere. Strangers and aquaintences alike have ridiculed my daughter, Shelby, for staying with me to help me. Indignant people have told her that she should "put me in a home" and live her life away from me like her other family members have. Other rude people have body slammed my daughter into the glass freezer doors at the grocery store, refused her service at local restaurants, and yelled profanities at her because she has similar facial traits of the Chinese.  But, even with society's harsh judgement, my daughter Shelby, has stuck by me and has been a true blessing in my life.

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Shelby has given up many of her own dreams so she can take care of me. She volunteers to help me unselfishly, without pay, despite her struggles with her own disability, agoraphobia. I truly respect and love her.

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We've decided 15 years ago that together we would like to help people overcome their limiting beliefs and daily struggles so they may have a chance to enjoy their life. Maybe reaching people through the effort of sharing common courtesy might help society as a whole to show more compassion. We set out on an educational journey that brought us to this avenue of Virtual Superconscious Personal Growth Energy Therapy. Together Shelby and I studied, practiced, and mastered our unique form of Superconscious Virtual Energy Sessions that we present here on this site.

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Rude people are usually unhappy people and possess a discourteous nature with a lack of self-confidence, a lack of self-compassion, and lack of self-respect. So, if we could show people a way to help gain self-confidence, self-compassion and self-respect through an experience on an energetic level first, maybe they could experience the same gains on a physical level, second.  

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I have realized that different people act like a mirror to soiety. This mirror reflection causes people to reflect back upon themselves in a much deeper level than a mere surface reflection. Different people cause society to face their own vulnerability, and vulnerability is something we are not likely to face willingly. Most people resist harshly, this is discrimination at its basic level. What if the reflection became reality? What would they do? And that's about the end of the tolerance level of most people. Unable to cope with "different", most people lash out or run away. Does this sound familiar? 

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Imagine that? People are so scared about their own perceptions and misconceptions of "different" whether disabled different or ethnic different that they feel compelled to run rather than accept the possibility that each of us are somehow connected and yet each of us are somehow different.

This scenario is one example why our virtual superconscious energy work must be introduced into society's mainstream. Virtual Superconscious Energy (VSE) Sessions will help people conquer their own fear, alleviate it, understand it, and help people choose to personally grow in a way we all benefit.

Although community awareness for the need to help each other, including the disabled, is slowly improving and the resourcefulness of the organizations to provide help to any needy individual or community is on the rise, the global attitude has a way to go to reach true a true global compassion state.

 

Realistically, a big part of living with relapsing remitting progressive multiple sclerosis (RRPMS), has been learning to overcome its various obstacles. Don't we all share the concept of overcoming obstacles in life?  I have been forced to face the reality circumstance of my own situation because of this disease. But it will take a lot of trial and error, and a huge amount of courage to face these (mostly devastating) obstacles for other people. While I feel strongly about reaching out to others to get help and support, I now know that other people have reservations asking for help because of their own interpretations of themselves as unworthy.

Unworthiness is the most vulnerable form of "different" known to humanity. It is one of the many limiting core beliefs we all are born with. And any type of negative perception we have about ourselves as being "different" reaches back to over 17 generations of embedded beliefs about our own unworthiness. Our Virtual Superconscious Energy (VSE) sessions with Companion Review Guide or our Independent Study Guide help you choose to identify and restructure your embedded unworthiness, among other negatively perceived embedded core beliefs, so you may choose to change the construct within yourself to acknowledge the changed behavior outside of yourself. Once you realize, through experiencing our VSE sessions or study guide, you are now in command of your superconscious mind, you are now freely capable of accepting yourself just as you are, whether you perceive yourself as "different" or not, and you are now ready to experience the joy you deserve as part of your life.

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For me, every experience with joy I have managed to find, has been taken away by the disabling symptoms of MS.  The MS ghost of disability that permeates one's body is relentless when MS is your opponent for the fight of health. This is one truth I have learned from having this disease for over 40 years. It doesn’t mean that I haven’t searched for other "light and joy-filled" activities because I have. The truth of the matter is: it is a fact that MS is a horrific, all-consuming disease and it will not cease to seek out any kind of happiness you find and attempt to destroy it. After a while (decades, in my case), it gets difficult to find the energy to fight for these “light filled” seconds in life. Don’t get me wrong, you can’t give up, you have to keep fighting, but the lighted "moments of joy" comes fewer and further between as the disease called MS progresses.     

So, now that you have become aware that society will reflect upon you the very things you feel most vulnerable about, what will you choose. If you have your health and the mental capacity to realize that your health is an important part of who you are, would you be opposed to seek avenues to safeguard it or at least keep it in an optimal functional state? Would it be crazy to think you wouldn't want to become a self-accepting person worthy of enlightenment? That being said, would there be any other reason for you not to seek superconscious enlightement from our VSE sessions now that you have visited this site and read my story?   

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From a past viewpoint (40 years), I have realized there are no rewards for a job well done when you overcome the many challenges of life. There is no restitution for time spent on overcoming these challenges and there is no positive side to dwell upon the perceived waste of time spent overcoming any challenges in your life. The only time worth effort is the present time. What will you do right here, right now? The choice is yours.

 

I firmly believe it is best to make the choice that will allow you to move toward achieving your personal growth goals, no matter how tiny those forward “steps” might be (speaking as someone confined to a wheelchair, so any "step" is magical). But you can make the choice toward persnal enlightenment, you can create your own world, even if it starts in your conscious state, at first. Search the universe for new treasures and realize when you've found them (like finding the VSE sessions, here). Strive not only to make your life better; but strive to make the world a better place with you in it. 

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Peace, Love and Understanding, Carol Ann Evans